shalom to everybody...
after i have not been using the old account for ages (since february) i decided it is about time to give it another try. U may wonder why it is in english.. well since i made a lot of friends in israel who are very important to me i want to give them the chance to take part of this as well... and i think all my german friends will be able to understand me even i write in english...
so i already talked about israel... well since the last time i have been to israel two times and my friends visited me in july. uf there would be so many things i could write about but i think it is just toooo much.. so many amazing things... it would take ages to wrtie all of it down... and since we all know i am a really lazy person i will maybe just sum up some facts...
1. melli went to study in jena town... and i miss her like hell... so i will use this place melli to tell you a few things... first i want to thank you for spending the past three years with me the way you did. i know it is not easy with me at all.. it is rather really complicated and nerve killing... your friendship became so important to me even it was all a kind of accident.. i just remember the bus incident.. so maybe a little thank you to the music which formed our first base. ach mellanski i cannot tell you how much you mean to me... so many things happened these three years.. and day by day u became more important... actually the most important person in my life. i cannot count the times you saved me from doing something stupid or surrendering to the abyss whose edge i just know too well... i know that the friendship we have is a friendship that will last forever even we will one day live hundrets of kilometers away from each other... it is really hard to name all the things i am thankful for so i found just a few to list: friendship, walking on glass barefood, helsinki, discussions, laughters, tears, honesty, food, kakao, walks, nice places, memories, riding bikes, green waves, hope, open ears, an open heart, shelter, trust, confidence, music, concerts, family, knowledge, dorfparties, baby 1st, blame, screaming, and showing me what real friendship is like
2. another great person entered my life.. this is one of the things i would have never imagined to happen but.. as life goes... i found love.. in israel... hehe some may say.. uff it is too far away but i decided.. it is so hard to find good things which feel right so.. what the hell it is just israel... so shai... hehe.. i wrote u a lot of letters in which i tried to explain what you mean to me but same with melli.. it is somehow just impossible.. i am so thankful i have met you... you as well made me stay alive the past few month without you and melli i would have not known what to do... so thank you for that... meeting you was also a kind of coincidence. if shula would not have asked you to come around to get to know me or you would have been ill or too lazy or tired lol.. i would lack a great person in my life... i thank you for: love, your eyes, hands, lips, mind, thoughts, jokes, smiles, balcony, knowledge, tears, feelings, shelter, tza's, nuh's, strange noises, showers, accidents, conversations, light, hope, trust, fidelity, culture, honesty, friends, a future, ideas, sun, warmth, motivation, creativity, inspiration and strength.. toda neshama
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okay now i am too lazy to go on... a few words to the rest later